hello earthlings
christmas came and went, so heres the list of things i got from the man with the white beard;
- my own phone for my own room :D
- an edward cullen poster? WTF, I WANTED JACOB
- $100
- $25 gift card to cineplex -_-
thats it....
what i wanted;
- james franco (L)
- an interview from tim hortons, I NEED A JOBBBBBBBB
- clothes, clothes, clothes...
- SHOES
- pineapple express ;)
- SNOW
- & a shark
THATS ALL, like its nothing
anywayssssss, i spent time with the familia, had a wonderful dinner, AND IT FUCKIN SNOWED, I WAS SO FUCKIN HAPPY, LIKE SANTA ANSWERED MY WISHES :D
i didnt go shopping on boxing day -_- what can you buy with $100?
ive been staying home this whole time since the winter break, till YESTERDAY, went with wysocki to apply for timmy's! ahem, 2 timmy's, THEY HAVE TO CALL ME, I WALKED IN THE FREEZING JUST TO APPLY
then i went with wysocki and her mafia familia to JAPAN BUFFET, never eating asian food again, liek i couldnt understand a word they were saying plus you had to fill out an order?
yeah, so thats it :D I NEED A JOB
p.s. i love inga, and i miss her (L)

it eats you away, and takes you away, rips you apart, its corrosive and painful
you can't stop it, however you can conquer it, pretending you know it's gonna
be alright. i hate it, and you hate it, but you laugh.
"it's a joke to her. she's still laughing. am i really that amusing to watch?
fine, let me slip away, let me fall, let me fuckin cry, i don't give a shit.
i know, one day, i'll be laughing at her."

because i hate the way i look