hello earthlings
christmas came and went, so heres the list of things i got from the man with the white beard;
- my own phone for my own room :D
- an edward cullen poster? WTF, I WANTED JACOB
- $100
- $25 gift card to cineplex -_-
thats it....
what i wanted;
- james franco (L)
- an interview from tim hortons, I NEED A JOBBBBBBBB
- clothes, clothes, clothes...
- SHOES
- pineapple express ;)
- SNOW
- & a shark
THATS ALL, like its nothing
anywayssssss, i spent time with the familia, had a wonderful dinner, AND IT FUCKIN SNOWED, I WAS SO FUCKIN HAPPY, LIKE SANTA ANSWERED MY WISHES :D
i didnt go shopping on boxing day -_- what can you buy with $100?
ive been staying home this whole time since the winter break, till YESTERDAY, went with wysocki to apply for timmy's! ahem, 2 timmy's, THEY HAVE TO CALL ME, I WALKED IN THE FREEZING JUST TO APPLY
then i went with wysocki and her mafia familia to JAPAN BUFFET, never eating asian food again, liek i couldnt understand a word they were saying plus you had to fill out an order?
yeah, so thats it :D I NEED A JOB
p.s. i love inga, and i miss her (L)

it eats you away, and takes you away, rips you apart, its corrosive and painful
you can't stop it, however you can conquer it, pretending you know it's gonna
be alright. i hate it, and you hate it, but you laugh.
"it's a joke to her. she's still laughing. am i really that amusing to watch?
fine, let me slip away, let me fall, let me fuckin cry, i don't give a shit.
i know, one day, i'll be laughing at her."

because i hate the way i look

im backkkkkkkkkkk-katie (knock on wood)

its been a while, considering the last time i wrote was a month and a half ago.
there isnt much.
report cards- 82% average betches :) my mama was so proud of me, she cried and my dadday called all of his 10 siblings, i was like, please..stop, no need ;)
um me and inga made up some nick names for some people, which is such a grade 8 thing to do, but its just so funny, its a whole fuckin fruit basket :D theres apple, mango, banana, strawberry, and watermelon :) but we stopped with that cause we realized how gay it really is...
anywaysssss, i moved to ingas locker, in the football hallway cause theres more guys, and paula always smells like weed... but its not "permanent" apparently, cause paula will fuckin eat me if i dont come back to her locker. LIKE SHUTUP, I FUCKIN GET IT.
so October was aiight, INGAS BIRFDAY. it was soo fun :) we went roller skating, and then we stalked some guy cause he looked like this mexican boy, and my zipper broke cause im a fatass, and then i slept over at ingas house, FOR THE FIRST TIME :O her parents just love me (a) i swear to God we were high, like we were doing this whole CHARLAY the unicorn thing, and we were sleep deprived, but it felt good, and i slept beside her. she made me lesbian :( KIDDING. actually, she was the one who was too close to me...
but yeah, and i stayed at her house for like 36 hours, cause my mom came and her mom and my mom had a tea partay, and it was just so wierd. OH inga gave me a late birthday present, a beautiful sweater that shes jealous of, but now she has a purty sweater, that cost $70 -_- wth. and then like the week after, we watched paranormal activity, i swear to God, I SWEARTA GOD, i almost died, well the first time i watched it. i had to sleep at ingas house again, and i was like on top of her, cause her computer kept flickering and we thought katie was there.
then there was halloween, we went to this faggots party, it was so gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i just wanted katie to come and kill me (knock on wood) but me and inga and andra SMOKED A JUNT, bahahahaha, kidding. we're not cool enough to do drugs :(
plus sentence im a depressed child, i think i should go to EC.
MY MOTHER DIDNT LET ME GO ON THE COMPUTER SO I RAN AWAY FROM HOME, AND WHEN I CAME BACK 3 HOURS LATER, I SAID THE SCRATCHES ON MY ARMS WERE BECAUSE OF HER (runs away crying)
poland this summer :) without my parents :) alone :) boys :)
im such a fuckin teenager, it pisses me off sometimes.
i just HATE my life :D
plus sentence, i wanna go to 2gage for spacers but then my mother will disown me :(
plus sentence x2 i love it how everythings about inga :D
plus sentence x3 i love cassie faria, but shes a bully, i wouldve given her my braclet but then she broke my legs, neck and elbows :(

this fuckin ruined my day.

Mich. rock group Chiodos, lead singer split (Detroit News) (detnews.com) - September 24, 2009Michigan-based rock group Chiodos has parted ways with its lead singer, Craig Owens.

R.I.P chiodos.

i'll remember your beautiful blue eyes craig owens.

i'll remember the first time i listened to your music

i'll remember the first song i listened to: all nerieds beware

baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek <3

fuck, chiodos will never be the same without craig. love you.

Baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek (L)

Let's just stop,

drop everything,

(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,

And just walk away.

Turn around and head in different directions,

Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.

We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,we just walk away.

This is probably the best,

not to mention the worst idea,

that I have ever had.

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

No awkward silences, no hiding any truths

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

What do you say?

This is probably the best,

not to mention the worst idea,

that I have ever had.

We say what we feel,

Then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,

We just walk away.

Let's just stop,

Drop everything,

Forget each other's names,

Can we please just walk away?

It could be...It could be...

Like we never knew each other at all.

Answer me!

All egos aside, what do you say?

All egos aside, what do you say?

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

No awkward silences, no hiding any truths

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

What do you say?

We say what we feel,

Then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,

We just walk away.

Craig Owens, you sexy mothafucka

"I'm not the one that you want, i'll only let you down." - intensity in ten cities. line 10.

school is easy.
no more dramalama.
i like a boy.
i might be getting a call for a job at supastore.
im a fatassssss.
i want another pet puppy.
i have to buy my hamster an exercise wheel.
i fell in love with chiodos again.
i think i might be depressed again.
i wish a boy can fall in love with me.
i cant look at other peoples' pictures anymore.
im 15.
i'll be getting an ipod touch soon.
i want my long hair back.
thanksgivings coming up.
my english teacher's pissing me off.
recession's a bitch.
one of my best friend's moved to vancouver.
i miss `sauga, but i cant stand it at the same time.
has been 6 months since i last drank.
i hate ec kids.
i want to get my hips pierced.
i cant wait till high schools done.
seeing couples makes me sad.
ive decided i want to be a cop when i grow up.
i have an obsession with guys and their muscles.
i need to go shopping and buy those yellow converse.
i fuckin hate emo kids to the point it makes me wanna cut myself.
i hate the fact that banana has to give me the shitiest look of life, it doesnt make me feel any better cause i know im a damn idiot.
etc.




Beautiful Blue Eyes: Chiodos (L)

This happiness surpasses me.
Just running up and down my spine
Whenever I'm around you
My smile beings to shine.

The love I feel for you
Is quite hard for anyone to find.
You're the one that I want to
Wake up next to,
And just give us
Your beautiful blue eyes.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Your beauty radiates
Just like the sun.
When I'm around you,
I tend to lose my breath.
There's no doubt
That you're the one.
Your great smile makes me feel alive.
Your flawless personality,
Combined with your godly looks,
Makes you more than perfect.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

i love men betches

k, so today is september 22, 2009.
its been a while since i wrote on here, so i'll make it worth your while :)
lets start off with how my shitty summer ended -_-
so after all that job hunting and shit with inga, no one ever called us! WHY, EH UH, WHY?!
like i understand why they wouldnt hire inga, but come on, why would you turn away me?! i did pet sitting for 6 years! :O so, that didnt work out, but me and inga didnt even bother to look for more jobs...
i spent the rest of my lovely summer nights with inga...in her room....on her bed... well not in her room, outside...on a jog... to try to lose weight? LMFAO. yeah, so we didnt actually jog, but we speedededed walked, and it was pretty funny cause we talked shit about everyone :D
then there came school, and summer was over, and i missed those nights, with inga, and cassie, in cassies room, with the blackout, and the fuckin evil cat, jasper *twitch. LMFAO, he hissed at inga.
anyways, semester one: history (WITH CASSIE MOTHA FUCKAS), english, civics, lunch b (WITH ALICIA MOTHA FUCKAS), and family and social living.
semester two: math, religion, lunch a(WITH CASSIE&INGA MOTHA FUCKAS), science, art (WITH INGA MOTHA FUCKAS). locker#2052
thats my grade 10 schedule. hopefully it'll be my year :) (going pretty good so far, just the dramas already starting -_-)
LMFAO, i drive inga from and back to school everyday, and i black mail her with it (a)

recent news?

i went shopping, my dad gave me $100, i only bought 4 items, LIKE WTF?! "this is why i need to get a job"- inga.

im trying to lose weight again -_-, have lost 7 pounds, 23 more to go :D
(eat, eat. eat- eat= no more)

omfg, the homeworks alreeady piling up, i have a fuckin assignment from every class, 3 FROM ENGLISH :

k, so this ones a long point. have you ever had that kind of friend that you cant let go, although you have solid reasons to let them go? well thats happening to me. i just cant seem to let go. everyones fuckin complaining, like i dont know what to fucking do. on staurday, i hung out with one of my friends, and now we're so much tighter than before. we found out we had a childhood past, we just never knew it, and we talked about some deep shit. my mama once told me that when you gots a tight friend, dont eva eva let em' go, cause when you gots no friends, who you gonna bake cookies fo? yeah, so we got pretty tight, and i consider her as one of my best friends, i dont know how she feels, but im gonna make her think i am ;)
anyways, my other friend went over to this guys house, who i absolutely hate, and i made an excuse that i was gonna hang out with my other friend, cause i just didnt wanna be there. so i told her that im gonna pick her up after, cause i have to be home at 9 and my mom knows we're walking together. whatever, i leave, and i go to the skatepark with my other friend. we go get some starbucks, talk talk talk, then i call the guy and tell him to tell my friend to turn on her fuckin phone cause i need to go home soon. thinking it was a joke, he was being a total ass hole.
it was getting pretty fucking late, and so i went to the guys house to pick up my friend, just like i said. turns out they're not even there, and find out they're at his friends house, which is across fuckin town. me and my friend mission it to the guys house, trying to call and text my friend. at this point, i am fuckin pissed. like the only reason i went there was to bitch at her and fuckin tell her to never fuckin talk to me again. i also wanted to make this guy see why im fuckin pissed, and that she hasnt seen him in 6 months, and all of a sudden hes calling her back? like how much of a fuckin idiot can you be? and like i couldnt understand the fact why she chose him over me? and she saw me walk away, she couldve walked with me, but whatever.
whats done is done. theres some damage, that i can honestly say, probably wont be fixed. the problem in all of this, shes saying sorry, and like what the fuck do i say to that? like i wanna let go, and just be friends. not best friends. friends. cause i feel that we've lost that tightness that we used to have. like we used to tell each other everything, and joke around, but she wanted me to be serious, so i got serious. and like, she keeps telling me that she misses him, and wants to go back to him, cause she still has feelings for him. this is girl is fuckin stupid, like why the fuck would you wanna go back to this guy if he used you? i care less about the corny shit that she tells me " i miss him", "but i still like him", 'i dont know what to do". why the fuck are you telling me this? you know i hate the guy, yet you still have the fucking nerve to ask me if you should go back with him? you know what, go the fuck ahead. just dont talk to me. hope he treats you like shit, even though he already did.
DRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMA

sunday is my 15th birfday, and im planning on going out with my friends to like boston pizza, and then to the fair, but i dunno what the plans are. OH OH OH, im getting an ipod touch, which sounds like im a spoiled bitch, but ive been begging for an ipod for 4 years, and only had a crappy mp3 player, which someone stole. probably that black kid from down the street. im excited though, and i cant wait to see my bffls from sauga :)

OMFG, so theres this hott minor niner, HE IS JACKED TO THE MAX, and hes fuckin sexy. like unbelievably sexy, his mucles and face, and like zazazazazaza, especially for a niner. and theres banana -_-. hes jacked too, but you can tell he hates me, FINE WITH ME MOTHER FUCKER. me and inga made a song about them. its pretty good, and whenever we have lesbian moments we just scream out the minor niners name so it wont go too far :) saggy boobs, dead hair, RACOON, BIG FOOT.
lalalalalalalala.
plus sentence, ingas cousin is fuckin sexy :D

oh yeah, and theres a crush i have. on this boy. hes cute. cassie thinks she'll have him before me. im like YEAH RIGHT. but i like him. and he personalized his "hi". BEAT THAT CA-SSON-DRA.
baahahhahahahgdwyuetruygeuqiow

so thats about it. i love men.
k bye!

MINOR NINER.
sorry, its a twitch, im still waiting for the pills.


ITSBERNABETCH
call me ;) (ahem, minor niner)