damn you nick

its 10:01, and tomorrow i have a history exam.
cassie and paula came over, and the whole point was to study.
but that didnt happen of course...
they showed up at my house, and then we went to subway
then we came to my house
then we sat around in a triangle....in the dark... using lighters
and we played truth or dare.
pretty interesting i might say
apparently having a jungle will get you laughed at -_-
you know what, FINE I'LL GO TO AN ASIAN STORE
AND THEY'LL DO IT FOR $2.50!
lol
sooo today, at lunch, i realized i am very light weight.
and getting high with inga is bad.
cause she'll get you embarassed.
and i saw you know who.
he seriously fuckin hates me. and his girlfriend too.
he didnt even look at me, lol
i realllllly need to get over this boy, like its been a year?
and we were dealing for a week..
but seriously, when i try to, its hard. like everywhere i go
its either i see him, or someone talks about him, or i dont even know.
he started talking to me like 2 weeks ago, first time since like september...
and you know, he said a couple of things, that made me remember.
we werent anything special, but i realllly liked him, and i still kinda do.
which bothers me.
but you know, atleast hes happy with cross-eyed russian dead hair yellow
teeth girl, nbd :)
"hes only with her cause they always fuck"
p.s. never trust paula and cassie to "draw" a tattoo on your back -_-
I NEED TO GET OVERRRRRRRR HIM, someone wanna get me a guy :D
but i still like him, dammit.
if he stopped talking to me, it would be fine.
oh, and if he moved to hawaii.
sooo, tomorrow, im hanging out with inga, paula, and cassie? or inga, andra
and cynthia? i dont even know.
my moms away, so they think they can run shit at my house.
btw, paulas a spazz, like my back has bruises, and i think a broken rib, nbd.
love you paula <3 no joke...
thats about it, hastalavista senor!

hello earthlings
christmas came and went, so heres the list of things i got from the man with the white beard;
- my own phone for my own room :D
- an edward cullen poster? WTF, I WANTED JACOB
- $100
- $25 gift card to cineplex -_-
thats it....
what i wanted;
- james franco (L)
- an interview from tim hortons, I NEED A JOBBBBBBBB
- clothes, clothes, clothes...
- SHOES
- pineapple express ;)
- SNOW
- & a shark
THATS ALL, like its nothing
anywayssssss, i spent time with the familia, had a wonderful dinner, AND IT FUCKIN SNOWED, I WAS SO FUCKIN HAPPY, LIKE SANTA ANSWERED MY WISHES :D
i didnt go shopping on boxing day -_- what can you buy with $100?
ive been staying home this whole time since the winter break, till YESTERDAY, went with wysocki to apply for timmy's! ahem, 2 timmy's, THEY HAVE TO CALL ME, I WALKED IN THE FREEZING JUST TO APPLY
then i went with wysocki and her mafia familia to JAPAN BUFFET, never eating asian food again, liek i couldnt understand a word they were saying plus you had to fill out an order?
yeah, so thats it :D I NEED A JOB
p.s. i love inga, and i miss her (L)

it eats you away, and takes you away, rips you apart, its corrosive and painful
you can't stop it, however you can conquer it, pretending you know it's gonna
be alright. i hate it, and you hate it, but you laugh.
"it's a joke to her. she's still laughing. am i really that amusing to watch?
fine, let me slip away, let me fall, let me fuckin cry, i don't give a shit.
i know, one day, i'll be laughing at her."

because i hate the way i look

im backkkkkkkkkkk-katie (knock on wood)

its been a while, considering the last time i wrote was a month and a half ago.
there isnt much.
report cards- 82% average betches :) my mama was so proud of me, she cried and my dadday called all of his 10 siblings, i was like, please..stop, no need ;)
um me and inga made up some nick names for some people, which is such a grade 8 thing to do, but its just so funny, its a whole fuckin fruit basket :D theres apple, mango, banana, strawberry, and watermelon :) but we stopped with that cause we realized how gay it really is...
anywaysssss, i moved to ingas locker, in the football hallway cause theres more guys, and paula always smells like weed... but its not "permanent" apparently, cause paula will fuckin eat me if i dont come back to her locker. LIKE SHUTUP, I FUCKIN GET IT.
so October was aiight, INGAS BIRFDAY. it was soo fun :) we went roller skating, and then we stalked some guy cause he looked like this mexican boy, and my zipper broke cause im a fatass, and then i slept over at ingas house, FOR THE FIRST TIME :O her parents just love me (a) i swear to God we were high, like we were doing this whole CHARLAY the unicorn thing, and we were sleep deprived, but it felt good, and i slept beside her. she made me lesbian :( KIDDING. actually, she was the one who was too close to me...
but yeah, and i stayed at her house for like 36 hours, cause my mom came and her mom and my mom had a tea partay, and it was just so wierd. OH inga gave me a late birthday present, a beautiful sweater that shes jealous of, but now she has a purty sweater, that cost $70 -_- wth. and then like the week after, we watched paranormal activity, i swear to God, I SWEARTA GOD, i almost died, well the first time i watched it. i had to sleep at ingas house again, and i was like on top of her, cause her computer kept flickering and we thought katie was there.
then there was halloween, we went to this faggots party, it was so gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i just wanted katie to come and kill me (knock on wood) but me and inga and andra SMOKED A JUNT, bahahahaha, kidding. we're not cool enough to do drugs :(
plus sentence im a depressed child, i think i should go to EC.
MY MOTHER DIDNT LET ME GO ON THE COMPUTER SO I RAN AWAY FROM HOME, AND WHEN I CAME BACK 3 HOURS LATER, I SAID THE SCRATCHES ON MY ARMS WERE BECAUSE OF HER (runs away crying)
poland this summer :) without my parents :) alone :) boys :)
im such a fuckin teenager, it pisses me off sometimes.
i just HATE my life :D
plus sentence, i wanna go to 2gage for spacers but then my mother will disown me :(
plus sentence x2 i love it how everythings about inga :D
plus sentence x3 i love cassie faria, but shes a bully, i wouldve given her my braclet but then she broke my legs, neck and elbows :(

this fuckin ruined my day.

Mich. rock group Chiodos, lead singer split (Detroit News) (detnews.com) - September 24, 2009Michigan-based rock group Chiodos has parted ways with its lead singer, Craig Owens.

R.I.P chiodos.

i'll remember your beautiful blue eyes craig owens.

i'll remember the first time i listened to your music

i'll remember the first song i listened to: all nerieds beware

baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek <3

fuck, chiodos will never be the same without craig. love you.

Baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek (L)

Let's just stop,

drop everything,

(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,

And just walk away.

Turn around and head in different directions,

Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.

We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,we just walk away.

This is probably the best,

not to mention the worst idea,

that I have ever had.

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

No awkward silences, no hiding any truths

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

What do you say?

This is probably the best,

not to mention the worst idea,

that I have ever had.

We say what we feel,

Then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,

We just walk away.

Let's just stop,

Drop everything,

Forget each other's names,

Can we please just walk away?

It could be...It could be...

Like we never knew each other at all.

Answer me!

All egos aside, what do you say?

All egos aside, what do you say?

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

No awkward silences, no hiding any truths

Ignoring what we've felt,

Overlooking what we've done,

What do you say?

We say what we feel,

Then we stop ourselves,

And just walk away.

Never looking back,

Loving every second of it,

We just walk away.

Craig Owens, you sexy mothafucka

"I'm not the one that you want, i'll only let you down." - intensity in ten cities. line 10.

school is easy.
no more dramalama.
i like a boy.
i might be getting a call for a job at supastore.
im a fatassssss.
i want another pet puppy.
i have to buy my hamster an exercise wheel.
i fell in love with chiodos again.
i think i might be depressed again.
i wish a boy can fall in love with me.
i cant look at other peoples' pictures anymore.
im 15.
i'll be getting an ipod touch soon.
i want my long hair back.
thanksgivings coming up.
my english teacher's pissing me off.
recession's a bitch.
one of my best friend's moved to vancouver.
i miss `sauga, but i cant stand it at the same time.
has been 6 months since i last drank.
i hate ec kids.
i want to get my hips pierced.
i cant wait till high schools done.
seeing couples makes me sad.
ive decided i want to be a cop when i grow up.
i have an obsession with guys and their muscles.
i need to go shopping and buy those yellow converse.
i fuckin hate emo kids to the point it makes me wanna cut myself.
i hate the fact that banana has to give me the shitiest look of life, it doesnt make me feel any better cause i know im a damn idiot.
etc.




Beautiful Blue Eyes: Chiodos (L)

This happiness surpasses me.
Just running up and down my spine
Whenever I'm around you
My smile beings to shine.

The love I feel for you
Is quite hard for anyone to find.
You're the one that I want to
Wake up next to,
And just give us
Your beautiful blue eyes.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Your beauty radiates
Just like the sun.
When I'm around you,
I tend to lose my breath.
There's no doubt
That you're the one.
Your great smile makes me feel alive.
Your flawless personality,
Combined with your godly looks,
Makes you more than perfect.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

i love men betches

k, so today is september 22, 2009.
its been a while since i wrote on here, so i'll make it worth your while :)
lets start off with how my shitty summer ended -_-
so after all that job hunting and shit with inga, no one ever called us! WHY, EH UH, WHY?!
like i understand why they wouldnt hire inga, but come on, why would you turn away me?! i did pet sitting for 6 years! :O so, that didnt work out, but me and inga didnt even bother to look for more jobs...
i spent the rest of my lovely summer nights with inga...in her room....on her bed... well not in her room, outside...on a jog... to try to lose weight? LMFAO. yeah, so we didnt actually jog, but we speedededed walked, and it was pretty funny cause we talked shit about everyone :D
then there came school, and summer was over, and i missed those nights, with inga, and cassie, in cassies room, with the blackout, and the fuckin evil cat, jasper *twitch. LMFAO, he hissed at inga.
anyways, semester one: history (WITH CASSIE MOTHA FUCKAS), english, civics, lunch b (WITH ALICIA MOTHA FUCKAS), and family and social living.
semester two: math, religion, lunch a(WITH CASSIE&INGA MOTHA FUCKAS), science, art (WITH INGA MOTHA FUCKAS). locker#2052
thats my grade 10 schedule. hopefully it'll be my year :) (going pretty good so far, just the dramas already starting -_-)
LMFAO, i drive inga from and back to school everyday, and i black mail her with it (a)

recent news?

i went shopping, my dad gave me $100, i only bought 4 items, LIKE WTF?! "this is why i need to get a job"- inga.

im trying to lose weight again -_-, have lost 7 pounds, 23 more to go :D
(eat, eat. eat- eat= no more)

omfg, the homeworks alreeady piling up, i have a fuckin assignment from every class, 3 FROM ENGLISH :

k, so this ones a long point. have you ever had that kind of friend that you cant let go, although you have solid reasons to let them go? well thats happening to me. i just cant seem to let go. everyones fuckin complaining, like i dont know what to fucking do. on staurday, i hung out with one of my friends, and now we're so much tighter than before. we found out we had a childhood past, we just never knew it, and we talked about some deep shit. my mama once told me that when you gots a tight friend, dont eva eva let em' go, cause when you gots no friends, who you gonna bake cookies fo? yeah, so we got pretty tight, and i consider her as one of my best friends, i dont know how she feels, but im gonna make her think i am ;)
anyways, my other friend went over to this guys house, who i absolutely hate, and i made an excuse that i was gonna hang out with my other friend, cause i just didnt wanna be there. so i told her that im gonna pick her up after, cause i have to be home at 9 and my mom knows we're walking together. whatever, i leave, and i go to the skatepark with my other friend. we go get some starbucks, talk talk talk, then i call the guy and tell him to tell my friend to turn on her fuckin phone cause i need to go home soon. thinking it was a joke, he was being a total ass hole.
it was getting pretty fucking late, and so i went to the guys house to pick up my friend, just like i said. turns out they're not even there, and find out they're at his friends house, which is across fuckin town. me and my friend mission it to the guys house, trying to call and text my friend. at this point, i am fuckin pissed. like the only reason i went there was to bitch at her and fuckin tell her to never fuckin talk to me again. i also wanted to make this guy see why im fuckin pissed, and that she hasnt seen him in 6 months, and all of a sudden hes calling her back? like how much of a fuckin idiot can you be? and like i couldnt understand the fact why she chose him over me? and she saw me walk away, she couldve walked with me, but whatever.
whats done is done. theres some damage, that i can honestly say, probably wont be fixed. the problem in all of this, shes saying sorry, and like what the fuck do i say to that? like i wanna let go, and just be friends. not best friends. friends. cause i feel that we've lost that tightness that we used to have. like we used to tell each other everything, and joke around, but she wanted me to be serious, so i got serious. and like, she keeps telling me that she misses him, and wants to go back to him, cause she still has feelings for him. this is girl is fuckin stupid, like why the fuck would you wanna go back to this guy if he used you? i care less about the corny shit that she tells me " i miss him", "but i still like him", 'i dont know what to do". why the fuck are you telling me this? you know i hate the guy, yet you still have the fucking nerve to ask me if you should go back with him? you know what, go the fuck ahead. just dont talk to me. hope he treats you like shit, even though he already did.
DRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMA

sunday is my 15th birfday, and im planning on going out with my friends to like boston pizza, and then to the fair, but i dunno what the plans are. OH OH OH, im getting an ipod touch, which sounds like im a spoiled bitch, but ive been begging for an ipod for 4 years, and only had a crappy mp3 player, which someone stole. probably that black kid from down the street. im excited though, and i cant wait to see my bffls from sauga :)

OMFG, so theres this hott minor niner, HE IS JACKED TO THE MAX, and hes fuckin sexy. like unbelievably sexy, his mucles and face, and like zazazazazaza, especially for a niner. and theres banana -_-. hes jacked too, but you can tell he hates me, FINE WITH ME MOTHER FUCKER. me and inga made a song about them. its pretty good, and whenever we have lesbian moments we just scream out the minor niners name so it wont go too far :) saggy boobs, dead hair, RACOON, BIG FOOT.
lalalalalalalala.
plus sentence, ingas cousin is fuckin sexy :D

oh yeah, and theres a crush i have. on this boy. hes cute. cassie thinks she'll have him before me. im like YEAH RIGHT. but i like him. and he personalized his "hi". BEAT THAT CA-SSON-DRA.
baahahhahahahgdwyuetruygeuqiow

so thats about it. i love men.
k bye!

MINOR NINER.
sorry, its a twitch, im still waiting for the pills.


ITSBERNABETCH
call me ;) (ahem, minor niner)

i look in the mirror and stare at my reflection
why is this so hard, i just want to reach perfection.

.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
I hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold meI am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch

I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold meI am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

sia- breathe me.

im an idiot betches :)

omfg, k today im deciding i will blog about how fuckin idiotic of a person i am.
in grade 8, i came to a new school. i was all emo kid and retarted. and OBSESSED. anyways, the teacher welcomes me, shows me my locker, then the table i'd be sitting at with 3 other peeople. that was the first time i saw him. not gonna lie, i didnt immediately "fall in love" with the kid, but i thought he was cute.
i realized that on his binder it said his last name, and i happened to say it correctly, he then asked me how i knew to say it. i replied with the statement of that i was polish and my mother had that last name before she married my dad. he didnt believe me. then, OF COURSE I HAD TO BE ALL RETARTED, i said that we're related. i didnt leave him alone with that, and kept scaring the poor guy about being cousins. when i look back on this, i literally wanna stab myself in the fuckin face.
i kept on going like this for about 2 months, and he didnt wanna be around me anymore, he thought i was fucked up in the head, and i should get some help. i dont blame him. after a while, i stopped harassing the guy, because i thought i was "in love" like some fan girl of the jonas brothers. I WAS OBSESSED WITH THIS GUY. wrote his name everywhere, talked 24/7 about him, stalked him, LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!?!?KEHDSGUYFIS. who the fuck would do that. i went beyond the limit of creepiness. like, i didnt make it anymore fuckin obvious, and of course everyone found out.
he stopped talking to me COMPLETELY. he wouldnt even look at me. and if someone mentioned my name to him, he would grimace. i honestly feel sorry for the guy now cause everyone pressured him to like me, but he really just wanted to be left alone. HE DIDNT LIKE ME, but that obviously didnt get through my head -______-
so one day, theres this party that i decide to go to. i DAZZLE myself up in hoping to, well... for him to notice me? so the party was going great, until i find out something, and i think it was the the end of the world. he asked one of my friends out, and i freaked. i went psycho on a punching bag, and everyone around me thought i was mental. like what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. may i point out that im a FUCKTARD. i made a fool of myself in front of everyone including him. like some cry baby that just shitted in its diaper and no ones changing it. HOLY SHIT. so, i talk to him, and i decide to share my feelings. i basically said I LOVE YOU AND I REALLY WANT YOU TO LOVE ME TOO, IVE LOVED YOU SINCE THE DAY I SAW YOU AND I NEVER WANNA LET YOU GO. like seriously, really? why? why? why? but he was so fuckin nice about it, he just said that he doesnt like me in that way, but we could be friends. WELL FRIENDS WASNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME BETCHES. like why couldnt i just leave him alone, i didnt think i was psycho at the moment. so i caused a lot of drama, and everyone found out i was crying over the guy, and they all felt sorry for me. like some fuckin 5 year old.
but i kept on liking him, and then when they broke up, i thought i was gonna get a shot with him, LMFAO. i know, im a dumbass.
i remember one time, my friend turned around and asked him who he thinks is cooler, me or her. he said me. I THOUGHT I WAS FLOATING ON A CLOUD AND THERE WERE UNICORNS FLYING EVERYWHERE. then my friend said really? he quickly changed his mind and said she was cooler. she turned around, and then he told me that i was cooler, he just didnt want her to be mad at him. i probably looked like a fuckin tomatoe. he was always nice to me, but he just didnt want me to be heart broken. poor poor me -___-.
so grad comes around, and im totally stoked. once again i get all dazzled up, of course, for him to notice me C: i thought i looked hott, but i look at the pictures now and i look like shit. anyways, so after the ceremony there was a dance. fast songs play mostly, and when it came to the slow songs, i was FOR SURE that he was gonna ask me to dance. but he asked this other girl, and of course i had to act all broken hearted. then this other boy comes up to me asking me what was wrong. i told him that he was dancing with another girl and he will never ask me to dance. this boy promised me that he would talk to him, and i was all like: OH NO, PLEASE DONT, OH WHATEVER SHALL I DO? so he talks to the guy, and FORCES him to dance with me. only because it was grad, and he would never EVER have to do it again. pretty good deal. so this other girl comes up to him, and he pushes her away, then walked towards me, which i thought was pretty sweet :$ and we danced. i was like stuck on him, and i wouldnt let go. OMFG, when i see some of the pictures, i look like a fuckin fag. like HOLY SHIT, can i get anymore desperate? after that night, i never washed myself, KIDDING. but i was happy, yet i didnt realize that we would be going to high school next year and that'd he meet other girls, and totally forget about me. not that he thought of me.
so i decided to get over him. NOBODY BELIEVED ME THOUGH. like whenever i tried to convince them, they'd just say sure, cause really who would get over a guy after liking them for that long? although it wasnt really liking, it was like, loving, and obsessing. :S God, im such an idiot.
sooo, after summer, school came along, grade nine. the torture was, seeing him everyday at my bus stop, and facing him with the embarassment of last year. like whenever i looked at him, i just wanted to get runover by a car, or hit by a bull, or stabbed repeatedly in the face. like thats how fuckin embarassed i was. but i was seriously over him. there were new guys, and more attractive ones. he was always cute though :)and so that year, i had a boyfriend, and i tried out "new experiences" and totally forgot about him but before i had a mini crush on him when i saw him in a video and he had muscles. other than that i totally forgot about him except when i saw him at the bus stop, and in between halls, and at the park. but those are exceptions.
anywaysssss, one day. my bullshit of a friend, and my other friend decide to come over to my house at 9pm. they had a surprise for me, and out he came! there he was again, hugged me on my front doorstep, infront of my father. i was so fuckin red, and smiling like a clown. do you know what i said? DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAID? is this a dream? omg, this isnt real. and yes i said this all out loud. i thought i was in lala land. like i thought embarassing myself infront of this guy was over. it wasnt. so we all decide to go for a walk while i embarassed myself even more, although it turns out he was high on peppers? i didnt like him at that time, i just thought he was hott. but i did embarass myself, and yet again i had to face him at the bus stop.
i always fuckin stutter infront of this guy, i cant look at his face, and i always smile. ALWAYS. but he did look hott that time. yeah, so i basically had a fucked up grade 8 year cause of my retartedness. oh, and today, i saw him again, i couldnt look at his face. high five for me! atleast i didnt say anything retarted.
so basically, we are not meant to be, but i heard people are betting that we will go out before grade 12. i hope they arent betting with money, cause they will lose sooooo bad. BY THE WAY, he is so hott now. well his body. just wanted to get that off my chest. there you have it. remember kids, never say what you are actually feeling about a guy when he is there. your luck with boys may turn out to be like mine. but seriously, all of this couldve been avoided, like i didnt have to be obsessed and scare him, we mightve been freinds today, but im a fuck up. maybe he'll forgive me? LMFAO.
thats all.
plus sentence, people think its creepy that i know how to spell his name, but its only because i went to polish school for 8 years.


i like trolls.


ITSBERNABETCH, call me ;)

job hunting with inga betches :)

ok, so today, me and inga went off to search for jobs cause we're broke and we need some moula. our trip was off to a great start, you know, we ripped off the bus driver by making him think that we're going to the library to read books! LMFAO. you know we used those library cards with the special stickers on them so we can get a bus ride for free (a)
anyways, so we drove to the bus station by the superstore, then took another bus to go downtown, and we miss our stop, so we get off at a stop thats just a couple of meters away from Troys Diner. LOL, we thought that was gonna be our downsider of the day, walking a couple of meters to the store.
once we get there, of course there is a hott blonde guy in a car and i get a vagoner.to ruin it all, we find out that the damn diner is closed, only open till 2 pm. of course inga has to say its all my fault and that im an idiot for not checking the "summer schedule". i was like IT WASNT ON THE FCKIN SITE. kay, so since it wasnt opened, we decided to see if any other restaurant needs hiring.
along the way, HOTT SKATER GUYS. omg, there was this one super hott guy, he had blonde hair and blue eyes, and he was a skater and he had muscles, DROOL. dibs! lol, inga wanted to stalk them but i was determined to find a job, but we were too pussy to go to this one cafe, so i was like fck that and we kept on walking till we saw a restaurant called "Brunello" and so we were like lets go see this, but our pussiness came in the way and we were like pissing our selves at the entrance. but they couldnt see us, although im pretty sure they heard us. and maybe the security camera was like WTF??! and there were some hott guys in this picture on the wall.
k, so we finally grow some balls and we go inside, and ask if they're hiring. first of all the lady looked like a prostitute, and she gave us some look, like: YOU ARE NOTA ITALIANA. then she went to get the manager, and he was some mafia dude with the little chest hair sticking out, and he said in his italian accent, how are you, i responded with: fine how about you? ...no answer. he was just staring at us. i was like k... so you hirin or not? he was in like utter shock, like he was : whata fucka?! youa coma toa mya restauranta witha noa resumea?! LMFAO, not like that, but he was kinda like, nawh we dont need people but leave a resume. i was like yeah yeah, fck that. so we left, peeing ourselves :)
the day was still young so we kept on walking, and looking at other stores that they can hire us at, and we saw Zellers. LMFAO, SO FUNNY. k, so we come in, inga takes a shit, and then we go to customer service asking for an application. the lady looked like she was about 90 years old with no teeth. k, im gonna say this in the most politest way i can, when she laughed, her whole face went sideways, like she was possessed or something. she laughed cause we werent old enough and told us to come back next year. LMFAO, inga does the best impression of the retarted laugh. AND THE HOTT GUYS WERE THERE AGAIN!\ so after zellers we hopped along to dollorama, and this girl that we thought we knew, we didnt really, cause i thought i did but she was some girl from our school. anyways, she calls in the manager, and not to be mean or anything, but she was huge. "when she first came, i didnt know where her boobs ended or where her stomach started"-inga. and OF COURSE, we needed a damn resume, but they were looking for applications. we got a tip that boston pizza was hiring, but keep reading to see why we didnt go.
so we decided that we would go to superstore, cause EVERYONE works there, but i heard that they pay cheap. yeah, so we got an application, but we realized that you needed to be 15, and inga was like freaking out cause shes still 14. but i wanted to work there just because they were looking for people, you didnt need a resume, its not a far walk, and i was desperate. so we ended up leaving superstore, and went to the bus station, not realizing that they were already done, of course.
so we went to heritage-nothing there, joeys shoeless something- resume, maybe hiring, and then EAST SIDE MARIOS. its like it was calling for us, and ive always wanted to work there cause there a lot of hott guys around. so we went inside and the manager came, looking at us he said "im guessing you're inexperienced" and we were like "how'd you know!?" and he was like " you arent supposed to be coming to look for a a job in the evening when its most busy" we were like ZOMFG, we're retards. but he was kind enough to inform us that they needed people, and that he would give us an application. me and inga were like imagining what we'd do with our money and all that. and when he came with the forms, it was like, it was meant to be, i fell in love. ? wtf. yeah, so we skipped around the entire plaza, delighted to know that people wanted US, ME AND INGA, to work at there restaurant, like if i were them and i was looking at people who looked like me and inga, i wouldve never hired myself. LOL.
yeah, we saw some people, -_-
and then we went to the skatepark, where all the magic happens. OMG , i love boys, like seriously, i love them. and the ones at skatepark- OH MY GOD. beautiful, magical, orgasmic, LMFAO. lets not get carried away. but they were doing their flips and tricks, and i was just staring.
then me and inga sat and just talked how we'd call on eachother at work - BERNA TABLE 5, HOTT GUY, I REPEAT, TABLE 5. - ROGER THAT. dununununununa. LOL.
then we went home, and inga woulddnt stfu :) plus she complained the whole way how she was tired. LIKE STFU. love you inga (L)
LMAO, i scared her cause she was supposed to walk home by herself by the construction with no lights and the big security dog. i told her she'd get attacked, so OF COURSE, inga made me walk her home and then she told me she almost got raped by some guy, and she saw some bunnies. LMFAO.
over all, we had a fun day, walked half of milton, and lost 400 pounds! i bet you anything inga came home and stuffed herself with like all the candy she has in her cupboard.
hopefully, they'll hire us? i dont even know how to write a damn resume :(
plus sentence, i used but so many fckn times, its annoying.
i like trolls.

ITSBERNABETCH, call me ;)

plans betches :)

OMG, k so tomorrow, me and my lovely friends alicia and inga are going to hang out, YAY! i havent seen alicia in... well a fckin long time! im gonna squeeze her, and smell her and touch her when i see her :) anyways, after we chill, me and inga will be off to start our career, at Troys Diner, LOL. well we're going there to apply, hopefully the scary boss, TROY , will see our delicate side towards strangers and HIRE us.
but seriously, i need the job, no joke. i have no money, im broke, and a girl needs to go shopping, but all i have is 35$ and my moms forcing me to save that for shoes. like 8.90$/hour is fine with me! as long as i have some cash and i can buy some stuff. i have no clothes, ive been wearing the same shirt like the whole fckin summer, like WTFRFYHEWYGUYUES. just makes me mad. continuing, LIKE INGA WILL BE HIRED, she talks shit about everyone, even if she doesnt know them, like today. i was walking her home, and halfway, there were some ugly people who were like : this house is stupid, and ugly. or some shit like that, and then inga goes ahead and mocks them, I WAS LIKE HELLO THEY'RE RIGHT THERE DIP SHIT. but thats ok, it is the reason why i love inga. (L)
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so, um after we apply, we're gonna holla holla at ma gurl CASS-ON-DRA. shall be a fun day,
plus sentence, me and inga are using library cards with the stickers to get on the bus so we wont have to pay :) i dont have one which means my name will be justinA pawlowski. clever eh? hopefully it'll work.
OMG OMG OMG, ok, i went on a walk with my dog and brother at like 10:30 pm and all of a sudden i see some gino guys, i was like YUMMAY, but then i realized they were some douches from my school, but anyways, they made fun of me, and i hate made being fun of :( sadface. THATS ALL :D
i like trolls.

ITSBERNABETCH, call me ;)

i love trolls betches

dear diary,
today me and my wonderful friends, COUGHingaandcassieCOUGH were talking shit about PAULA WYSOCKI, dont be mad paula, deep down we love you, NAWT.
love berna.
plus sentence, i love to tickle trolls