damn you nick

its 10:01, and tomorrow i have a history exam.
cassie and paula came over, and the whole point was to study.
but that didnt happen of course...
they showed up at my house, and then we went to subway
then we came to my house
then we sat around in a triangle....in the dark... using lighters
and we played truth or dare.
pretty interesting i might say
apparently having a jungle will get you laughed at -_-
you know what, FINE I'LL GO TO AN ASIAN STORE
AND THEY'LL DO IT FOR $2.50!
lol
sooo today, at lunch, i realized i am very light weight.
and getting high with inga is bad.
cause she'll get you embarassed.
and i saw you know who.
he seriously fuckin hates me. and his girlfriend too.
he didnt even look at me, lol
i realllllly need to get over this boy, like its been a year?
and we were dealing for a week..
but seriously, when i try to, its hard. like everywhere i go
its either i see him, or someone talks about him, or i dont even know.
he started talking to me like 2 weeks ago, first time since like september...
and you know, he said a couple of things, that made me remember.
we werent anything special, but i realllly liked him, and i still kinda do.
which bothers me.
but you know, atleast hes happy with cross-eyed russian dead hair yellow
teeth girl, nbd :)
"hes only with her cause they always fuck"
p.s. never trust paula and cassie to "draw" a tattoo on your back -_-
I NEED TO GET OVERRRRRRRR HIM, someone wanna get me a guy :D
but i still like him, dammit.
if he stopped talking to me, it would be fine.
oh, and if he moved to hawaii.
sooo, tomorrow, im hanging out with inga, paula, and cassie? or inga, andra
and cynthia? i dont even know.
my moms away, so they think they can run shit at my house.
btw, paulas a spazz, like my back has bruises, and i think a broken rib, nbd.
love you paula <3 no joke...
thats about it, hastalavista senor!