Wednesday, October 14, 2009

this fuckin ruined my day.



Mich. rock group Chiodos, lead singer split (Detroit News) (detnews.com) - September 24, 2009Michigan-based rock group Chiodos has parted ways with its lead singer, Craig Owens.






R.I.P chiodos.

i'll remember your beautiful blue eyes craig owens.
i'll remember the first time i listened to your music
i'll remember the first song i listened to: all nerieds beware
baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek <3

fuck, chiodos will never be the same without craig. love you.






Baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek (L)
Let's just stop,
drop everything,
(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,
And just walk away.
Turn around and head in different directions,
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.
We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,we just walk away.
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?
This is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea,
that I have ever had.
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.
Let's just stop,
Drop everything,
Forget each other's names,
Can we please just walk away?
It could be...It could be...
Like we never knew each other at all.
Answer me!
All egos aside, what do you say?
All egos aside, what do you say?
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
No awkward silences, no hiding any truths
Ignoring what we've felt,
Overlooking what we've done,
What do you say?
We say what we feel,
Then we stop ourselves,
And just walk away.
Never looking back,
Loving every second of it,
We just walk away.




Craig Owens, you sexy mothafucka


"I'm not the one that you want, i'll only let you down." - intensity in ten cities. line 10.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

school is easy.
no more dramalama.
i like a boy.
i might be getting a call for a job at supastore.
im a fatassssss.
i want another pet puppy.
i have to buy my hamster an exercise wheel.
i fell in love with chiodos again.
i think i might be depressed again.
i wish a boy can fall in love with me.
i cant look at other peoples' pictures anymore.
im 15.
i'll be getting an ipod touch soon.
i want my long hair back.
thanksgivings coming up.
my english teacher's pissing me off.
recession's a bitch.
one of my best friend's moved to vancouver.
i miss `sauga, but i cant stand it at the same time.
has been 6 months since i last drank.
i hate ec kids.
i want to get my hips pierced.
i cant wait till high schools done.
seeing couples makes me sad.
ive decided i want to be a cop when i grow up.
i have an obsession with guys and their muscles.
i need to go shopping and buy those yellow converse.
i fuckin hate emo kids to the point it makes me wanna cut myself.
i hate the fact that banana has to give me the shitiest look of life, it doesnt make me feel any better cause i know im a damn idiot.
etc.




Beautiful Blue Eyes: Chiodos (L)

This happiness surpasses me.
Just running up and down my spine
Whenever I'm around you
My smile beings to shine.

The love I feel for you
Is quite hard for anyone to find.
You're the one that I want to
Wake up next to,
And just give us
Your beautiful blue eyes.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Your beauty radiates
Just like the sun.
When I'm around you,
I tend to lose my breath.
There's no doubt
That you're the one.
Your great smile makes me feel alive.
Your flawless personality,
Combined with your godly looks,
Makes you more than perfect.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.

Please never, ever leave me.
Just stay right here,
Always by my side.